Confused gal

2008-10-27T06:59:00.000-07:00

This is probably the last post on this blog le... I dun feel like bloggin here anymore, esp sfter next year. Be prepared, as it would be very emo, and well, sad.. for me lahh. lol.

What's wrong with goin to more trainings in the holidays? I really wan to improve, as if you noe wad's my aim. When I explain, u dun understand. So wad's the point of tellin you everything? When I planned to tell u, u give all sorts of excuses, why not jus tell me straight to the point, that u dun wan me to go? tell me to think it through overnight, as if it will change everything.

Is going to training 4 times a week a bad idea? I dun think so. It can help me improve, in my stamina, my speed... I really wan to do well, why didnt u support me? pls, its jus $20 a month for the extra training. If you dun wan to pay for it, I can pay for it myself! Why mus u discourage me to train harder? Threatening me to stop studies if I wan to train, is that wad parents are for? I wan to try to excel in both my studies and CCA, and all u jus did was to dash my hopes!

If I am able to, I would certainly leave the house. I will not wait for u to tell me to leave. I will leave by MYSELF. It's jus that I didn't have the means to support myself out there. U think I can survive in this house? NO! I cant wait for the day I leave the house. I cant enjoy myself whenever I am at home. All those chores I need to do, I cant even watch the shows I wan, or even on the computer whenever I want. What's the point?

It's really torturing to live a life like this. Whatever I do, I cant do it perfectly. I cant seem to be successful in whatever I do.. Why is this happening to me? I really wan to die.. I dunno wad to do anymore. The future seems bleak to me. haiz.. If I can find a way to die painlessly, I really would try it.. Its too tiring for me already...

我真的好乱，好乱.. 我不知道自己能做什么，什么都做不好.

2008-10-14T06:56:00.000-07:00

got back papers today
screwed them...
so dun bother to say le...

sianzzz...

2008-10-11T02:26:00.000-07:00

sianzz nth to do but to rot at home...
the show takes ages to load!!
wth
wanna watch movie!
Connected / Painted skin / ~~Eagle Eye~~
lol...

2008-10-09T06:09:00.000-07:00

tRaCkkers RockSS!!!
went to sentosa today!!!!
woohoo!! lol..
went there in the morning, reached home in late evening...
ahaha.
went to siloso beah, played ball in the water..
poor huilin, keep on being 'aimed' by the others..
after that they also keep on hitting me.. made me do forfeit. lol
den we go dig a hole in the sand, and huilin, johnray and me when to bury ourselves in!
it was fun actually.
but the bad thing was that it was very hot that time..
I tio sun burn le!!
omg. my face is like wth.. dun dare to go out le!!
ate lunch athe hawker centre.. den went vivo to shop..
vivo is damn big lo..
walked for a long time still haven walk finish..lol
I think the boys a bit bored le.. so they went home.
looked for xinling den actually wan see movie de.
but den they say quite ex so they went to amk to watch
so I stayed there and decided to watch a movie myself.. lol. entertain myself first. haha
Eagle eye is damn nice!! haha. a almost 2 hr movie!
my taste is good de lo ..lol
alright.. now lookin for recipe for cake! (: baking on my birthday! hehe..

2008-10-07T06:06:00.000-07:00

WooHoo!!!
lol... Exams are finally goin to be over!!
can enjoy the last moments of happiness w/o stress or knowledge of my real results..
haha.

End of Year Exams!!!

2008-09-29T05:26:00.000-07:00

EOY:
~~Higher Chinese Paper One~~
~~Higher Chinese Paper Two~~
~~English Paper One~~
~~English Paper Two~~
~~Mathematics Paper One~~
~~Mathematics Paper Two~~
~~Science~~
~~History~~
~~Geography~~
~~Literature~~
~~Home Economics~~

2008-09-29T05:23:00.000-07:00

tmr is geog and Home Economics...
siannzz haven started revising...
This is the consequence of procrastinating!!
lol. so well. good luck!

Tired…

2008-09-27T06:01:00.001-07:00

Exams are starting.. I am not sure whether I am prepared for the rest. It seems so..far away… But I have to face it. Can I?
Revision for the subjects haven even start. I am afraid, nervous, stressed. This feeling sucks. I hate it. I dunno wad I can do already. Haizz.
The only thing I can look forward to is my birthday! Lol. But even when typing, I dun feel the joy. After that would be the track and field competition. I must win the 800m race.
But wad will people say? Shant bother about that now. I need to overcome my 'fear' of having no strength to continue. Shal not post already.. goin to sleep? Maybe..
~minyi

世界上最远的距离，不是生于死别的距离，而是我在你身边你却不知道我爱你…

Why is it that you are not with me when I needed u most? I am tired. Seriously, I really want to stop, control.. but I just cant. I dunno why.

2008-09-26T05:44:00.000-07:00

woo!! 1 week ban over le!!! lol. hmm... HCL over le. Overall not bad. but wont get my hopes too high! (: hehe. playing games le. woops. haha

minyi~~ love you!! <3
thanks for today!!

wad is done cannot be undone. wadever is the result, I wiil accept.
I wont be giving up jus like that.

2008-09-14T02:22:00.000-07:00

2008-09-03T07:19:00.001-07:00

blog is seriously dead
sian
today trackers went to wild wild wet
lol
i cant go!!
jus becos of that stupid iap dance
sian
i wan go
anw its over

slacking now
wad about all i did and said?
well i cant study at all
nothing is able to help me
so i shall jus fail everything
and wth
cant go to 3/5
sian
headaches everyday
why mus i give myself stress??

2008-08-29T08:07:00.000-07:00

I dun wanna act anymore.
Faking a smile when actually deep inside
i am bleeding
Why cant I just let my real emotions show
and cry whnever i like it?
yes i noe that's school
but they never restrict crying did they?
i hate to keep everything bottled up
and now i cant tell u
who can i confide to now??
wad can I do now?

2008-08-29T05:59:00.000-07:00

suddenly lose all hope
wad is happening to me?
wad wrong did i do?

time really flies
left one more term to go
seriously i need a rest
i could just break down anytime
i cant take it any more!

sometimes really feel like giving up
why do you always come to me when i just made up my mind to forget u?
making me waver.
why??
Is torturing me makin u happy?
I dunno wad i can do.
it's jus so difficult.
i have no one to confide to now
i am afraid u would think of me as someone who likes to complain
especially when i am jus a nobody to you.

Does leaving me really makes u happy?
why is it that when i see u nowadays
u are always full of smiles.
why do u ignore me??
am i really that insignificant to u?
haiz

wad can i do to release all my troubles?

2008-08-27T08:31:00.000-07:00

blog is dead!!
lol
nowadays was in a really bad mood
since last week
shant elaborate too much though
having mixed feelings
haiz
arg..
missed tues training!!! omg!!!
lol
netball interhse
lost

2008-08-21T06:20:00.000-07:00

training today was tiring
but fun!!
hehe
got drills. intervals. dynamic...
wow
a lot right
lol
my hemstring is damn tight today!!
cant really run properly

joined interhouse track and field
800m and 4x200m
scared cant get gold for 800m
cos too long never run le
omg!!
mus break PB
and prove tt all the off-season training did do me so good
so I mus try to obtain 2min50sec
improve 6 secs
slowly
haha
jyjy :)

before i forget
harmony got only 4th for volleyball
sad
haiz.....

next week getting back results
i am seriously dead meat
term 3 sucks like hell
i was all play and no study
its a wonder i could still pass
haiz
all my previous efforts had gone to waste
WAD ON EARTH HAVE I DONE??
arg...
anws...nothing can help already
stupid me!
aww...

loving you always...
minyi

2008-08-19T05:52:00.001-07:00

dunno wad happened to me these days
distracted and slacking
when will I start to learn?
haiz tmr maths test
hopeless?
but i noe that....

I love you<3

2008-08-18T07:48:00.000-07:00

beep test last thurs..
maintained my level 9
haha
goin to miss training this sat
sianzz
i can be called slacker officially
lol

2008-08-16T22:08:00.000-07:00

chiong my homework again
life is full of torturous activities
challenges met
solved,
soon there will be another.
but wad can i do?
it jus dont seem to go my way
lol
since when did everything go my way?

2008-08-15T05:53:00.000-07:00

This blog is officially dead
partially becoz i am tired
and lazy
and dun wish to post again.
I have absolubly NO MOOD TO BLOG ANYMORE
but this is an exception la
lol [obvious]
seriously i hate it lo
angry angry angry!!!
mood swings lol
ok. bye

2008-08-12T06:13:00.000-07:00

skipped school today
lol
missed three tests
and trainings
sianzzz
they got back eng compre today
i was told that i get 22/35
well
not bad
maybe i didnt score for my compre
lol
0/10 for compre
and 22/25 for summary
lol
so add together is not very good
i mus get at least 20 for summary lo lol
dun care about the stupid compre already
i was tired on that day la
cant blame anyone
but myself

thursday got beep test
i will go for the training
but whether i will do well i dunno
now still down with fever and headache
but i will try to maintain my level 9
hehe
lol
jiayous!!

QingYi: you must get well soon okay?
jiayous for your tests too!

2008-08-09T00:55:00.000-07:00

finished watching 翻滾吧!蛋炒飯 Episode 10
haha
goin do homework le
lol

tues got 3 tests
jy bah
hope to score well

sianzz
feel like slackin everyday

2008-08-03T04:56:00.000-07:00

okay..
listing down all the homework i have to complete by 12 midnight today
- ~~News in class~~
- ~~science mindmap~~
- ~~Geog PEEE~~
- ~~Dance Journal~~
- ~~chinese newspaper thing~~
- 作业
- Home econs Research

lol
i am dead meat
haha

2008-07-31T07:32:00.000-07:00

after so many days never touch to computer
finally here's my chance
lol
sian i left all my homework to the weekends again
so have to start chionging
when will i ever learn??

okay enough about that
sian lorh
my newspaperreflection sucks
wad'd good about havin a good summary of the article but still get low marks??
dun really like english anw
but its impt so...

today...
one word!
fun [again]
lol
okay
normal lessons
blah blah...
skipped lunch!
went for australian maths competition
after that chiong for track training at yck stadium
do the programme
den after that chiong for badminton
played doubles
paired with marcus
he's not bad actually
haha
after that, went to bbt shop with Qing Yi, Gideon, Zhao Wei, Elvis, Yixian, Nicholas Soh, Ker Yuen, Alroy...
shd be all I guess
lol
saw Nicholas Lau there too
bought bbt den left it at the table
went to eat dinner
chiong lo
hahah
Jeng Yih and some ppl went first
but Qing Yi and Ker Yuen waited for me
walked to the bus stop,
saw nicholas soh, ker yuen, bryan, jeng yih, yi xian.
haha
even we arrived late still met them
lol
its fun talking to them in the bus lo
haha
we were laughing and laughing
haha
my best bus encounter!!

reached home around 8.30pm
den bathe blah blah

i am so tired now
arg...

2008-07-27T03:50:00.000-07:00

okay..
goin to revive this dead blog of mine a little
i just create another new blog
but its only open to invited readers only
and i haven finish editing
so well
have to wait
lol
watched
翻滚吧！蛋炒饭 just now
finished episode 7
haha
hmm..
last week a lot of tests
wad i noe is,
home econs test is goin to fail for sure
unless there is a miracle
and if i am that lucky
sian
starting to hate home econs more!!
the teacher is so fussy
just give me the mark la
i am not goin to redo it
so who cares!!
wth
that' s only 5 marks!!!
and i have to waste so much time to redo??
dream on !

2008-07-19T05:06:00.000-07:00

training at east coast park!!
one word to describe: fun!!
hahha
arrived in school at 7am
took bus at ?? time
den did 10x20 footwork IN the sand
haha
after that ran 10 laps across the beach.
den training over!
go play
i rent skates
$6 per hour. omg
quite expensive.
haiz
ms low help me, teach me to skate
thanks thanks!!
and alot of people encouraged me
thanks!!
fell down on my butt 3 times
now very pain
sometimes i fell on my palm
haiz
after that QingYi lend me his bike a while
thanks thanks!!
went to Carl's Jr with ms low, pauline, clara, wangling
shared a meal with ms low
free flow drinks!!
haha
but is very expensive!!
one set $12.80!
but since shared, so paid $6.40
but ms low only took $6
thanks!
went back to school
ms low talked about the sec three interhouse
den she gave me, pauline and pamelyn a lift
they alighted at yck mrt
i alighted at yck rd there
found out that ms low live along there
i think is sunrise gardens if i am not wrong
but dunno la
anws
thanks!!
today was really an enjoyable day!!
although tired
but really meaningful!!
homework not touched yet
ytd nv do any
haha
was playing
cant resist temptation
haha
so try do todae
haha
ltr watch tv
bye!!

2008-07-18T05:30:00.000-07:00

sick..
sick..
sick..
sick..

i feel so hopeless
monday sore throat, flu
tuesday sore throat, flu, cough
wednesday flu, cough
thursday flu, cough
friday flu, cough

haiz
tuesday went badmintan
cos didnt noe got track.
but nvm
track is tougher
i cant really train
play and play and play
haha
hui ping meimei!!
saw elwin and donna
at sports hall
lol
den they go

i am really slacking these days
homework not done
chionging at the last minute
sian

homework left one big pile!!
and i am sick
so need rest early
i hate the sickness!
made me lost my voice
and made it sounded like a male voice

chionging and chionging my work
so bye!

2008-07-09T06:58:00.000-07:00

not blogging about nomad now
i am really startin to hate science projects!!!!!
omg
its so damn frustrating!!
omg
sian
i dun wan do the report le!!!!!
arg.........
AH!!!!!
time pass slower can??

2008-07-07T08:03:00.000-07:00

long time never post le.
because got nomad
haiz
now finally over le
nationals also over le.
sianzz
no hope into goin finals
omg
I just have to be a few seconds faster
and i can go finals

okay this post is going to be very long
i will start with nationals first
THURSDAY:
11.20am left science lesson
haiz
missed science lesson, maths lesson and english lesson
dunno la
have to catch up le
ate an early lunch
bought two bread
under the influence of xinling
haha
took cab to choa chu kang
the journey was only 15 minutes
wow
after that went to the sports hall
den cos it was very early
i took a nap
i dun believe it
i actually slept
lol
den went to warm up
at 2.30pm
saw hannah there haha
she kee on saying *** was my boyfriend
wth
i told her many times he isnt le
the race was delayed
i was so....
getting nervous and more nervous
cos mine was the last heats
and it took very long
wth
saw the previous two heats
omg
mostly was 2:40-2:50++ seconds
den was like
okay... i need to give 110%
must really all out le
so ran faster in the first 100m
but i slowed down
really, until quite slow
cos scared not enough energy
den the distance between me and the person in front of me get longer
and longer
until the person behind me caught up
at the last 100m
we both sprinted
and i kept on armswing and armswing
well atleast that helped, i guess
broke my pb!!!
2:56 seconds!!!
happy!!
but....
didnt get into finals
haizz
ranked number 28
omg!!
28!!
if only i can be 24!!
haiz
4 more places
but next year is b girls le.
need to improve a LOT more
omg
start to train hard!!!!

anws, tmr den i post the nomad things
i seriously need to get some sleep!!!

2008-06-30T08:21:00.000-07:00

okay.
todae was a very busy day
lol
not very busy
haha
after school went to see costume
almost 4get wad it look like
haha
den chionged to foyer
and nijun, junyan and xinling are still waiting for me
wa! i am so sorry i am late.
haiz
saw johnray and jiahui
he said he could help us pace
but he got nomad
so...
oh ya
junyan treat me bread
lol
cos i haven eat lunch
den nijun said he got extra bread
so gave me
thanks thanks!
ahaha
bused to yck
at busstop saw Ashley again
dunno why todae saw he a lot of times le lo
he everytime with baosheng de
lols
after the 'training'
went back to school
did the science
the teacher was so nice to let me in
though i was very late
and she was about to go
grateful
spent around 1 hour??
den went for nomad
after that ate dinner wif ernest
pauline and caroline
and we talked
talked and talked
lol
den bused home
but i 4get to buy vanguard sheet
so went to compass point before goin home
haiz
reach home already 10 pm le
sian
now doin home econs
okay
dun write le
need to chiong

2008-06-28T03:56:00.000-07:00

coach brought camera to training
took team photo
and also individual photo
...

haiz!!
wth..
another pw!!!
arg....
3 min 04 secs
how bad can it be?
i really wan to be in the finals
i dun care!!!

can I get pb in the nationals??
I MUST!I CAN! AND I WILL!!!
ahaha
must be in the top 16
so must work hard
train hard
and rest well
and eat well

arg..
why mus my muscle cramp also of a sudden??
it is difficult to lift my leg leh!!
pain!!
must recover!!!

okay..
listing out my homework
i realised i got so much homework leh!!!
omg
have to choing le
but i wan sleep
think i will jus rest
haiz

2008-06-24T09:07:00.000-07:00

wth
hate it sia
i wann to sleep!!!
but got the science thing
omg
I am goin to faint
arg....
sian
now is like already...
midnight
and I am still
researching like hell
while others are sleepin?
and my bloody sister actually wan me to do some house work before i sleep
is she mad??
just becos she got 3 tests tmr doesnt meant that i have to do things for her so she can sleep early
wad about me???
never even spare a thought for me
i am like so busy??
with the nomad coming up
den the competition
national track and field
800m
haiz
its straight finals leh
so i think mus be in the top 16 right
haiz
mus get pb of 2 min plus first lo
and it clashes with nomad
3rd July
sian have to chiong to school after that
Plus I will miss lessons!!!!
Science, Maths, English
omg
Its like ... ...
AHHH!!
now my microsoft hang le
i haven save yet leh!!!
omg
i die le
all the info........
ahh!!!

ah well. nvm.
anw, todae had pe. or you can say its yesterday. lol
ran 2.4 km!
woo!!
My highest record!!!
11 min 18 sec
so happy
haha
finally 11 min le
not 12 min
=)
at least there some thing for me to be happy about instead of just angry at the computer
lol

2008-06-22T06:25:00.000-07:00

tmr starting school.
must sleep early today
and wake up early tmr....
haiz

One incomplete project:
science investigative project
~~chinese video~~
~~literature~~
~~mathematics ws~~

now still doin science.
haiz
i wanna sleep!!!

Yays!! I bought 翻滚吧！蛋炒饭！Rolling Love 电视小说!!!
woo!!!!
read finish le!!!!
haha!!!
:)

2008-06-19T08:42:00.000-07:00

finally!!
science investigative project
chinese project
~~literature project(completing when school repoen!!)~~
~~mathematics ws~~

left two more!!
chinese completing on saturday!
den left one more the science!!
i am goin to relax!!
haha

2008-06-18T08:20:00.000-07:00

ytd supposed to blog but..
never on com.
lol
cos I sleep damn arly sia
not at night leh
evening!!!
around 6 plus I slept le
until 9 am in the morning
wth?!
it's like....15 hours!!!!
ahaha
so now very energetic???
lols
but need sleep soon. haiz
finally completed the chinese script thing
very late right
still need type out the science
plan to complete by friday bah
latest
sianzz
i dunno wan type le la
lazy ar
see so much chinese wan die le
plus i dunno wad to write

ooo
todae de training
hmm...
shd not call it training
we warmed up
but due to rain no time trial
den stride..
baton passing
blah blah
after that training ended
went to J8 slacked wif
JunHao, JunJie,Nicholas, Kenzo, and one more person
dunno how to spell his name sia
damn difficult
um is it like this?
theongseng?
opps
i think its wrong
lol
den took bus home
yeah
haha
quite boring

2008-06-16T09:06:00.000-07:00

todae time trial
haiz
did a pw
wth
wan a pb!!

so...
800m: 3 min 03 sec
i wan 3 min!!!
arg...
this is like so wth

hate it
but nvm
haiz
went home
eat slack on com
haha
den research and research
i hate researching!!!!
need do so many projects
it's killing me!!!

literature poem
Chinese video
Science Investigative Project
~~Mathematics WS~~

~~projects and more projects!!~~
~~I hate it~~
~~........................................................................................................~~

2008-06-14T07:44:00.000-07:00

okay...
todae training haha
ran 3 races
1200metres: 5 min 11secs
600metres: 2 min ?? secs [forget le]
300metres: 58 secs

well...
quite lan la. but first time runnin these distance
so... not bad bah.

after that chiong for amk mrt
meeting stef
went to amk hub
saw denecia on the way
hah
ate lunch at mac
after that went orchard do chinese project
waited for denecia
and we walked and walked
go to an isolated corner of takashimaya
which was so....hot and stuffy
we took the video
...I WAS SO RETARDED!!
EWW!! i SOUNDED AND LOOKED SO RETARDED AND IDIOTIC!!
OMG
WHEN i AM GOIN TO PLAY THIS IN FRONT OF THE CLASS i TELL YOU i AM GOIN TO FAINT
OMG
ARG...
RETARDED!!!

okay..
after that chiong again for kbox
reached at 3 pm
they just ate finished the cake!!
sobs
nvm
I just love it !
sang and sang
lol
sang 不得不爱with junyan
but I sang the male one and he sang the female one
lol
and it was really funny!
haha
but it was really fun
woo!!
wan go again!!

when we left we saw the band ppl
called ben
and he was like runnnin to dunno where
haha
saw weilin too!
plus other band members
haha

den saw choir members also
after that went home along with huilin, natalie, johnray, and coach elvin[i think that is how to spell his name. lol]

now blogging yay!!!

2008-06-12T07:09:00.000-07:00

wa. another survey!!
this time, I am tagged by LuoMin!!
haha.

1. Do you wish to get married?
Maybe... but only to someone which I love!!

2. What do you want to do now?
blog finish and watch tv, den sleep!!!

3. What will you be doing at 6pm?
how would I noe?? now is just 1 plus in the morning!!!

4. Do you hate your friends sometimes?
hmm... dont think so!!!

5. Where do you wish to die?
eh. not so soon!!! I dun wish to no! ahaha.

6. Will you go for plastic surgery?
no!

7. What are the impossible things you wish to do?
Not study and have good grades

8. Your darkest secret?
do you think I will write it here? well.. you thot WRONG!!

9.Are you happy with your life now?
YES!!but can I have more desires to be fufiled?

10. What if your crush asked you out?
accept?

11. What will you do when you feel bored?
I will never feel bored de!! maybe I will watch tv lo.

12. What 3 words would you use to describe yourself?
um.. badminton player. 800m runner. lol

13. Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
duh...

14. What do I hate most about my life?[replaced]
um.. school and homework!! esp projects!!

Instructions: Remove one question from above and replace it with your own.Tag 11 people, list them down at the end of the post.Notify them in their chatbox that they've been tagged.
1.HuiPing
2.Clara
3.WangLing
4.Michelle
5.Pauline
6.ShiHui
7.WenChing
8.Weilin
9.QiHuan
I think that's enough

ok
sleepin le

2008-06-11T06:00:00.000-07:00

Rules & regulation of this quiz:
A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves with answers.
B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

I'm tagged by WeiLin!
Q: If your Lover betrayed you, what would your reaction be?
hmm... not sure. If I really love him, maybe I will give another chance.

Q: If you can have a Dream to come true, what would it be?
Be a successful fashion designer!

Q: What will your dream wedding to be like?
didnt think that far yet. but maybe a romantic wedding in the beach?

Q: Are you confused of what lies ahead of you?
Definitely. who would noe wad the future is??

Q: What's your ideal lover like?
eh, appearance does matter abit. haa. mus be caring, attractive, treat me well........

Q: Which is more blessed , loving someone or being loved by someone?
eh, both? the same person is better. if not it very tiring. haha.

Q: How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
hmm...depends on how deep the love is. and whether he is really worthy for me to wait. maybe forever???

Q: If the person you secretly liked is already attached , what would you do?
I dun think I will like some1 which is already attached. I dun wan to be the third party!!

Q: Is there anything that made you unhappy these days?
YES!! my parants refused to sign the form for the mizuno wave run!!! arg...

Q: Is being tagged fun?
why, of course!!!

Q: How do you see yourself in ten years time?
eh... 24 years old.... still schooling? If not workin. lol

Q: Who are currently most important people to you?
family..friends..schoolmates..especially my 'brothers' and 'sisters'!! lol

Q: What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
eh... she is fun to be with..very nice..helpful.. cheerful..outgoing..
plus.. she recently loves to say GAHHH!! haha.

Q: Would you rather to be a single & rich or married but poor?
can mix? I rather be married and rich.

Q: What's the first thing you do every morning?
lie on the bed to relax and get more sleep!!!

Q: Would you give all in a relationship?
hmm..maybe? maybe not. but I dun think I will.

Q: If you fall in love with two person simultaneously, who would you pick?
That's a challenge! I will choose the one which I love more and he also loves me!

Q: Do you have a pet?
Nope!

Q: What type of friends do you dislike?
backstabbers and betrayers[is there any difference between the two words?]

8 person that I'm tagging...
1.) --> QingYi
2.) --> Ashley
3.) --> LuoMin
4.) --> HuiLin
5.) --> Nijune
6.) --> SePent
7.) --> YokeFong
8.) --> Jolene

2008-06-11T05:52:00.000-07:00

long time never post le
holidays are well......
hmm........
kinda busy
everyday must go to school
for nomad
badminton
track
so no time for other things
haiz
everyday sleep at 2 plus am in the morning
noe why??
cos watching tv
lol
haaa
not enough sleep lah

2008-06-06T22:47:00.000-07:00

eh,
but I think this better describe me
hah
is more true la

What Carol Seet Min Yi Means

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.
You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.
You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

2008-06-06T22:43:00.000-07:00

was navigating others blogs
saw this on coach donovan's blog
so tried it out
okay la
some true some not true
hah

What Seet Min YI Means

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.
You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.
You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

2008-06-06T00:51:00.000-07:00

went to school todae
did the literature poem
finally
one burden off my shouder
lol
hah

todae training at amkp
i missed it
too tired already
plus
i've got a ~~dreadful~~ headache
so cant train
opps
not dreadful
but cant train jiu dui le
haiz
the bmt ppl came back from june retreat
envious
haha
4get it
its over
lol

okay
i wan to ~~complete my work~~!
as if I can
hah
I wan to play audition
woo!!!

2008-06-05T06:24:00.000-07:00

now I am very sian and angry
wth
must do so many projects....
arg..

tmr going do the literature poem and the 'cheorography'
den aft that training
plus still got the science project
and the chinese project
wth
so tired of them
can I stop doin them???

...
he long time never on9 le
so long time never talk to him le
sad sia
I like talking to him
but now
when I am on9
...
I saw his personal msg on msn
his laptop was down
arg...
cant talk to him
...
haiz

on tuesday my relatives came
thanks to them I can use the computer and play audition
finally
at last
but they can be quite a nuisance sometimes
and I must tolerate them
omg
but they will be goin off tmr...
haiz
a bit dun wan them to go
but sometimes really wish they would leave
haha
...
ok
need to try to complete my homework le
...

2008-06-01T07:58:00.000-07:00

yo! I'm back!!!
lolol
opps
ok, finally I am blogging

todae was a tired day
haiz
ran 800m
quite ok
but i lagged at the second lap
first lap was 1min 24-26sec
but the overall timing was 3min 02sec
wa lao
mus work harder liao
nationals cannot be 3min le
mus at most be 2min 50sec
jiayous!!!!
i can do it de
hahas

ok
i wan to sleep !
very tired
nowadays
got stomachache
headache
plus i always dizzy de lo
dun noe why
haiz.....

lol i keep on saying 'haiz'
haiz
haha
ok
zzzzz
sleep!
:D

2008-05-24T07:02:00.000-07:00

today:
went for trg
quite light actually
but the weather was very hot
plus I had rashes
so very....

after that ate lunch
and went to north point!!
saw really cheap biscuits there!!
bought one pack
jus in case later the cip will be bored

we were goin to the toilet in north point quite a number of times
dunno why though
haha
den shop here shop there
but we were all tired
so 12.30++
went to take bus

we took 852
and all were sleepin except qihuan
i did not sleep
but rested
haha

reached the yck sports hall
saw junjie outside
den after that saw yi xian
when we went in
saw the sec one boys and few of sec two boys
haha
i thot I was early lo

the cheerin quite sian
but luomin very funny
haha

went home around 6++
den now i dun wanna blog le
very tired le

byes

2008-05-23T07:39:00.000-07:00

took back report book
happy
i m in a good mood today!!
haha
:)

2008-05-18T23:35:00.000-07:00

hate it sia
cant even play a game
audition only
also cannot ar?
mus do homework meh?
asshole
fucking bitch
go to hell
arg....

now its like nothing to do
sian
everything restrict
damn angry

2008-05-18T00:21:00.000-07:00

Saturday:
went to do badminton CIP
arrived there at 6.30am
but only went in at 7am
haha

keep on picking up shuttles
telling them wad to do
non-stoppin
haizz

but finally our time to rest
den I went to other 'stalls' to play
quite fun
haha
nicholas, elvis, zhaowei's stall was so busy
got a lot of ppl queing
dn the kids cheat them they also dunno
haha
keyuan that stall the game also quite fun
sometimes I missed the hole
aiya
den went to ashley,yixian, ryan, tengkiat the stall
always unsuccessful in knockin the cans down
found that every game is quite fun
haha
lol
den went back to the sec two girls' stall
tend the stall again
wa the kids keep on playin
den we keep on picking the shuttles
very tired
and boring
but after that
nicholas, elvis, gideon, ryan, zhaowei came to our stall
den they keep on throwing the shuttles at each other
and targetted me as well
but its ok
cos we had much fun!
haha

tODAy:
nothing to do
so posted
haha

PS: I am not like somebody
if you wan talk bad about someone
or call ppl names
PLEASE jus write the person's name
be courageous a bit can
if you dun dare den wad for write?
use your mind and think la
reflect on wad you hav done
if your results are good
but your character is not
and you are timid
then you are a total FAILURE

2008-05-16T06:03:00.000-07:00

stayed back todae
for ART
to think I will actually do that
miracle

wasted a lot of my time
luckily the school closed on 2.30 pm
so stayed till den
haix
do the print making thing thrice
and all failed
haha

went to eat lunch opposite school
den after that caught the bus 13
when the bus stopped at the traffic light
saw 86 droving past
I was like so ...
angry
do I have to miss it again?

but didnt had the chance to board 86 at the next bus stop
so waited and waited
until when I saw 86 was just infront
I alighted 13
but 86 was trying to drive out of the bus stop
I was damn frustrated
I hate it when the bus I need to take drove off just in front of me

so I just sprinted
fotunately, the traffic light helped me a bit
i was like racing against time
luckily the bus driver waited at the next busstop
I was almost down there
and was so afriad that the bus would drive away

when I boarded
I was quite shock
I ran from the bus stop opp. amk library to the bus stop opp. AJC
after that I slept the whole way
right until Compass point

I was still sleeping
and the bus driver had to come up and call me
haha
nevertheless
went to second level
and bought 斗牛,要不要 DVD
both sets
surprised to see that the price dropped again
but happy too

after buying shopped a while
den took LRT home

the day was spent meaningfully
i guess?

2008-05-15T18:35:00.000-07:00

I hate it

now in the com lab
slacking
not really slacking bah
at least, the others were
not me

I am ponderin over a lot of things
wad I can do,
wad I cant achieve
it is very depressing
but how?
I have to keep on encouraging myself
even though I noe it wont work

maths
once it was my best and the only likeable subject
mr sim let me gain interest in maths
last year was an enjoyable subject
now
it seems so....
far away
i have no wishes,
and would not like to continue taking maths
if I have the choice

haizz...
why am I dwelling on all these things
but the fact is
I cant let go
I jus cant stop blaming myself
it just that..
everything
it's all my fault
all becos of my laziness?
is that so?

...

2008-05-15T07:47:00.000-07:00

received geography, chinese, science and mathematics paper

geography
reasonably well
an A1
77/100
the marking was damn strict
I cant find any marks

higher chinese
sianzz
almost A1
74.5
everytime like that de

Science
87/100
quite okay ba
actually shd be 88
but anyways
its okay.

mathematics
badly done
but no offense to those who got lower than me
I personally thought I did quite badly
89/100
most of you shd think I shd be contented bah
but I am not
in fact
I am disappointed
and angry

wad did I do to achieve such marks?
why cant I get my desired marks?
why did I made such careless mistakes?
all my marks are lost becos of my carelessness
It is not becos I dunno how to do
I KNEW!!!

one really stupid answer.
shd be 7P -3Q
i wrote 7P/3Q
shd I kill myself?
yes I shd
I had been lookin and pondering over that question during the exam
and yet......
I never noticed
never

well I cried.
tears fell
I could not
and did not wan to stop crying
I felt so angry
why must I make such careless mistakes?
It wasnt just one or two questions
there are more that five!!
I just cant control
it's like
I really wan to cry to my heart's content
but I cant
not when so many people are around
and they would think
I am crazy
crying when I got an A1

but no one knew about the whole situation
why I cried
and if they try to put themselves in my shoes
they may not be able to understand the stress I am undergoin
I am becoming depressed
everything
they just like to go the other way round
when i wan to score well,
they jus give me low marks

I really cant take it anymore

I really wan to escape

why isnt there a place on earth

where people have nothing to worry about

no competitions, no nothing

it would just be great

I really feel disappointed
its so tragic
even if I improve during end of year
would it help?
would I make lesser careless mistakes?
i dunno
but I dun think so
its already too late
just too late for me to change anything
wad is done,
is done
wad can i do?
nothing
absolutely nothing

can I cry myself to sleep?
I really wan to let out my feelings
my emotions
everything
I am just so tired
I just wan to give up on my studies
and do nothing
just slack
yes
that would be great

....
sorry if I had affected anyone
but I cant possibly think about everyones' feeling after they read this
and let everything bottled inside me
this may seem a bit selfish
but really
i need a place to write out my emotions
wad I am goin through
I can feel better after that
so if anything here affect you
I am very sorry.

minyi

2008-05-14T05:11:00.001-07:00

the terrible thing happened todae

results are out

mr tan never come
so higher chinese never get

den is history
ok
i did well
unexpected
but it's a good thing
got an A1
64.5/80
=80.625/100
happy
but average lor
not like on cloud nine or wad.

after that actually is VE
but mr vtan came in
we got our dnt marks
got highest in class
yeah!
BUT
only for written paper
wadeva
so
paper: 89/100
overall: 83/100
anyways
still an A1

recess!!

after that
mathematics
devastated
mrs seah never give back
but she said I got loads of careless mistakes

my reaction after that?
I cried
really
I tried to control
but really,
I cant
it's just like
my tears keep on flowing out
but luckily
no one saw
cos i was lying on my desk
as if i was sleeping

I really tried my best
really
I tried to check over and over again
trying not to make careless mistakes
and yet......
why must it turn out like that?
why?
I really want to do well for maths this SA1
I hate to disappoint mr sim
he really helped a lot last year
I feel very guilty
but I did tried my best,
didnt I?
I don't know
why cant I score well?
why cant I excel in my best subject?
why?
It's so tormenting.

often I ask myself
do I have to score so well during sec one?
why give myself stress?
why cant I just flunk all my tests and exams during sec one?
why is my life so difficult?
I tried to give myself more freedom,
not study so hard
but I cant
can I?
not when so many people have such high expectations of me
especially myself
I really hate it
It is very stressful
I feel as if so many stones are weighing down on me
if I get low marks
I would blame myself for not being serious all the while

I really will break down sooner or later
I am hating school every single minute
It's becoming very toturous as the exams comes
and goes
I have to study, make notes
den stay up late
I hate that process

ok
enough of that
if not I will be so nervous and jittery until I cant sleep tonight

after maths is literature
unexpected:
an A1
39/50
=78/100
first time so high
but was not at all happy
just cant bring myself to laugh or smile
I was jus sitting there
thinkin of my carelessness in maths

after that
english
thought I will do well
but I did not
summary was ok
23/25
not bad
but comprehension
11/25
I was hoping to get higher den that!
but
I failed
unexpected
but no choice
accept the reality!!
I will never fare well for my sec two year already!
everything had changed

I felt so angry this morning
the stupid 86 bus driver jus drove off without entering the busstop!
cruel
It was not so crammed with people ok?!
I was like so fed up and all the vulgarities came out of my mouth
how can he be like that?
so unreasonable
anyways, after 10 minutes, another 86 came
but It was much more sqeezier than the first 86 lor
and the driver stopped
I was the last out of the 3 that boarded
cos the others cant squeeze
but end up I get squashed
I hate the first 86 bus driver
sucks man
I am goin to lodge a complain
really
the f***** bus driver
go eat shit can
and when you die,
GO TO HELL!!
you are not suitable to be living in this world!!
shoo!
you are not welcome!!!!

I am erally having mood swings (lol)
I am becoming emo le

bye
minyi

2008-05-13T07:29:00.000-07:00

wa!!
todae was sweating all day long
from *7.30am to 6.30 pm
haha
so shiok!

i go gym in the morning
den after that ate lunch wif huilin
den went to popular
and ntuc
omg
huilin!
i am as broke as you!!!
oh dear

den we went back to school
she borrow basketball from mr lian
den i also played awhile
before i went to badminton training
i feel so sian now
nothing to do

suddenly rmb that tmr have history and literature
i am so sad
wad if i get very low marks?
wad if i cannot make it?
wad if...........
haizz

tmr confirm got muscle ache le.
so
mus rest early
...

love
minyi

PS: huilin! you feeling okay ma?
mus jiayous k?
you can de!!

2008-05-12T05:59:00.000-07:00

oh ya!!
i must add that:
反滚吧！蛋炒饭！
It is a MUST WATCH!!
nice show!!

2008-05-12T05:14:00.000-07:00

todae..
last day of exams!!
happy!
relaxed!

but it was a bad experience for me
i suddenly felt nervous
den my mind went blank
dunnno why too
had a stomach ache
den difficulty breathing
hope it doesnt affect my results

went to play badminton wif Qingyi, Joel and Keyuan
so fun!
three hours leh
haha

tmr also got training.
looking forward to it
:)

anyway there nothing else to write le.
jus happy that the mid year exams are over.
ok

love
minyi

2008-05-11T08:09:00.000-07:00

OMG!
DID I WRITE ABOUT MY LITERATURE EXAM?
IT SEEMS THAT I NEVER WRITE
OK
I LOST 15 MARKS!!
COS I NEVER DO THE ESSAY QUESTION
OMG

2008-05-11T06:08:00.000-07:00

today is a sunday
which means....
tmr would be a monday,
and there is school!!
not that school is bad
lol

tmr marks the end of my
2008 mid-year examination!!!
*sighs*
why must it be a maths paper????
WHY??!!
sianzzz.

that's maths paper ONE
MUST MUST MUST GET FULL MARKS FOR THAT
I DUN CARE!!!!!!!!!!
IF NOT CANT GET 94++++
ALSO WILL CAUSE MY RESULTS TO DROP!
I CANT ALLOW THAT TO HAPPEN!!
OMG.......

okay
back to normal font size
haha
lols

now i am chionging the chines book review thing
the book is overdue dunno how many weeks alreadylor
but no choice
who asked it to be in chinese?!

haha. goin to do my work now
by hook or by crook must complete it by tmr
need to return already
i dun wan to pay a hefty sum of fine
but now the fine is already....
a few dollars!!!
damn it.
okay sorry for that 'vulgar' word.

thx QingYi! see you tmr!!!
:D

2008-05-09T05:27:00.000-07:00

ok...

todae maths and science
ok la
nothing much actually
but i dun mean that the paper is easy
nor is it difficult
haha

thx QingYi! i really feel much better le!
:)

goin to sleep le.
nowadays very tired.
yesterday oso slept after midnoght
very late
haha
ok.
bye!

PS: lols...

2008-05-06T02:17:00.000-07:00

okay.....
todae....
ANOTHER TRAGEDY!!!!

Geography exam..
finished just ON TIME..
wad the???
no time to check....
omg..
lol, as if need to check anything.
but no good.
all my answers are like
so.....
brief????

History exam..
ANOTHER FAILURE!!
ARG!!
think i am gonna lose 12 marks
omg..
ok..
prepare to fail . haha

hey, when i am saying I lost 12 marks,
do I really look so happy?
It may seem that,
but actually,
its really hurting inside.
really.
I dunno how I am goin to feel when I get back the paper.
will I cry?
well, I almost cried last year
but not becoz of history
but becoz of geog and eng
received 2 bad marks
so cried coz cant take the 'impact'
but history is often my weaker subject
I may not cry
but I dunno
I will try to be stronger.
really
I will try.

:D
:(

.................................................................................
okay, goin study literature le.
hope to get an A1.
:P

love
minyi..

2008-05-05T05:53:00.000-07:00

sianzz..
todae eng compo and letter writing
sucks totally.
my incident report I actually FORGET the format.
OMG
can you believe it?
I was like studying the format in the morning,
in the end.......
okay not study,
but reading through la

haizz.
compo.
the same.
learnt the 'showing not telling' method
in the end...
i end up using the TELLING method.
and i dun even noe wad i am writing.
all my mid year compo sucks
last year also.....
FAILED!!
13 sia.
this year....
haiz. maybe lower bah.....

tmr is history and geog
seriously HOPED that I can at least get an A1 or A2.
I noe that's high
but SA1 leh. no choice.
sianzzz
goin to study le
bye.

love...
minyi :D

2008-04-30T06:11:00.000-07:00

yesterday night I cried. For no reason. maybe becoz I am too stress. but it's over now.
I definitely feel much better now. but I will still feel the urge to cry sometimes. I just cant control. I dunno wad had gotten into me.

I didnt feel nervous todae. miracle. the exam went well, I guess. but time management is still my weakness. haha.

now the science investigative project change again. so now hav to redo. ok. I think i will be sleep early todae. I will stop for now then.

-minyi

2008-04-29T06:54:00.000-07:00

tmr exam start le. cant believe it. tmr exam, now still blogging. haizz. daydreaming sia....
nvm.. completing the english nomad compo......

hate my brother. go to hell la he. ccb. f***. asshole. bastard. wtf.......
(sorry for being so vulgar, but i cant help it. if your are in my shoes you will understand how i feel. )

... mus start studying le bah. but i doubt got enough time.now is already 10pm. haha.

...

feel so ....slack? lazy? tired? faint?

haizzzzz

2008-04-27T07:11:00.000-07:00

Today was a boring day, so no choice had to on the com. aiyah........
hope that the exams will be over soon. then the whole week will be training, training, and more training!!! yeah!!!
I dun care about how tired wil I be, but i like the trainings!! haha. lol.
okay, goin to sleep le.

~minyi~

2008-04-26T04:21:00.000-07:00

finally do finish the geog le!!!
happy. okay, now goin to eat dinner le.

2008-04-25T08:15:00.000-07:00

added a new header: birthdays!!!. haha. still not really updated de. I write out based on my memory. lol.
haiz. haven complete geog yet.......
Ashley, dun be so angry.(though I dunno the reason)try to relax bah! :D

2008-04-24T06:33:00.000-07:00

todae 3 SSRP periods in total! cool! i slept for two f the periods cos i noe i am veri tired already. got headache sia. lucky i got bring panadol. ate one during history lesson. haha. todae skipped maths olympiad training. bad rite?! lol. went to bio lab, hopin to complete the experiment, end up discussing and changing our project. AGAIN. ......
arg......
still have to complete geog project. sianzzzzz.

i didnt know that my exam was less than one week away. omg. thanks sepent for reminding me!!! :D now have to chiong studies and homework. omg..!!

okay. i will stop here le. ...

2008-04-23T05:20:00.000-07:00

ran the cross-country todae. wtf. I hate it!!!!
sprinted too early. wad the hell. den left around 100m, to tired to sprint again. almost faint sia. not enough rest bah. I think. I sleep very late yesterday, though I asked wang ling to rest early. haha.
aiya. our school, no chance de bah. Top 20 is all pretigious schools, sports school, cedar, etc. haizz.
tired sia. suddenly realised that i have lots of incompleted homework..... sianzzzzzzz.
-science mindmap
-science investigative project.
-geography project
-english NOMAD story
-Maths olympiad ws and bk
-literature ws
-science reflection

omg!!!! I am goin to faint. really. haiz. burn midnight oil again.
...........

2008-04-20T07:09:00.000-07:00

aiya. todae nth much. jus doin the science investigative project lor. aiya. lazy to post..
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2008-04-19T05:51:00.000-07:00

went out today to from very early in the morning to until 6 pm. sianz. but anyways, bought one addidas running shoes and another slippers. haha.
wasted damn too much time. half a day lor. omg.
so now I need to cut short my post. had to complete the science investigative project report. thx Bryan. =D you are the best lor. only you replied me. dunno WAD THING so IMPORTANT that the onther TWO people cant reply. it is just a short message, preferably a yes or okay, yet they never replied. dunno how many hours past le lor. dun give me excuses lor. wa lao..
scolded by mr sim on thursday. I am very very sorry mr sim. I know wad you said was right. sorry!! I dunno why I had been so careless lately. I will definitely do my best le!!! Sorry!

2008-04-16T06:50:00.000-07:00

haha I go recreational team le. nvm la. lol. tr y and improve loh. sianzzz......
finally know wad to do for the science investigative project le.
tired sia. wan faint le....
lol

finally bought 斗牛，要不要电视小说! yay!!!!

2008-04-14T05:18:00.000-07:00

sianzzzzzz....... todae get back maths test. I can go hit the wall le. only 23/25. okay, though not the lowest of all my maths tests, but I made one very STUPID MISTAKE!!!!!!!!! one mistake which I should NOT even think of making. however, even though I check the paper for countless of times, I just never notice that tiny little mistake. wtf.*******
but anyways, I dun care about maths already, or any other subject. It will only make myself more angry at myself and I will keep accusing myself. so just relax la. who cares. my past grades have already dropped like siao. another wont make a difference.
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after school saw class 1/2 having pe. saw elvis, sepent, zhao wei, yuxin, etc playin badminton in the foyer. wa lao. I long time never play le lor. lol. no la, not long time. I still got play with my cousins de ok. but, I prefer playing basketball during pe. haha.

ate luch, den took bus wif gwenn. talk along the way, but she alight one stop earlier so she got off the bus while I stayed. went to boon keng to see a doctor with my mum(reason is confidential).
met dad too. haha. den went home together.

after eatin dinner went to bathe. wa, bathe for very long cos I was makin my hair. lol. den came to on the computer.
hmmm. I realised I used lots of 'haha' leh. lol.
tmr having 2.4? scared I cant make it. arg........
den got club meeting. hiazzz.
after that would be photo takin for badminton club. ...
actually thot would be able to go track training de lor. but never mind le. hiazzz.
oh. before I forget, here's the password for this week:
time and tide wait for no man.
mus rmb. if not later mr tan ask me tmr I cannot answer.
but he never asked me before. lucky sia.
ok. that's all. I write a lot le la.
dotz..

2008-04-13T01:31:00.000-07:00

my leg hurts like hell!! okay, pauline, now I noe how you feel. after doin the bunny hop yesterday, my legs cant bent! as in they hurt when i bend them. lol. arg........ nevertheless, I MUST bear with it. yeah....

pain!!!!

2008-04-13T01:16:00.000-07:00

didnt post the last few days cos I was lazy to. lol.
okay.
Friday:
- after school went to com lab. complete art. den stayed there to ??? slack?
- went home. practically did nothing. went to sleep very early. lol.
Saturday:
-woke up at 7.30am
-rushed to the busstop at 8am
-waited until 8.15am before the bus come, which was like....very late.
-reached school at 8.50am, started warmup. den do the shuttle run and bunnny hop.
-went to Ntuc. used up the voucher. then met mum on the way and took a taxi home cos it was raining.
-den took a nap, eat dinner.
-read 碧血剑
- slept at 1am plus... cos I was reading haha. finally read finish the first book. still got second book. and left onli one week to finish. wa lao.
Sunday:
-woke at 11 plus
-ate breakfast
- on the com!!!!!

.........
okay. nth much to say anyway...
maybe goin library tmr.
but it's a *MAYBE*
dunno wad I am thinking myself too.
mus try and get myself more relaxed instead of tensed up and stressed.
grades doesnt matter!!!!!!!
I MUST tell myself that.!!!
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wad the......

2008-04-10T06:34:00.000-07:00

hey this is the second time I am typing this!! arg.... my com got prob. and this post is like, damn freaking long........
okay let's start.
um tadae went to track training. feelin so happy. finally can go track training, haha. BUT...things seeems to be worse. i trained for cross-country instead of athletics.....wa lao. was looking forward at first lor. nvm. but I realised something very impt. my stamina DEPROVED!!! omg... i cant even survived 400m leh. wa lao. mus go for more training le. yeah.
okay.....
hello QingYi弟弟! Linked you le! :) asap de. lol. sry that you were linked so late, cos I had three test todae and the previous days I was busy doin homework. well, I went to ur blog. saw your post. Thx for ur ...um...best wishes? sry dunno how to say. okay. thank you! I will work hard for the physical test! :) you too! but urs over le rite? lol. good luck for your mid-year! =D
..........
todae three tests is very omg. actually okay la. within acceptable range. BUT... my maths!!! arg... made one mistake!! i dunno but when I compare with the others, found my ans different. walao. I spent so much time checking and checkin but in the end, one STUPID careless mistake. arg...
I think that our class MSG DROP LIKE SIAO LOR. Mr Sim, can you come back to teach us? Pls? omg. I am goin to hate maths. seriously. .....
ok. goin to slp le.
tmr's friday. maybe can blog again. :)

2008-04-08T17:25:00.000-07:00

bloggin in school. haha. chimese teacher let us use the computer. so good!!! wah. tmr 3 test in a row, literature,histoory, and, mathematics. omg!!! no time to study! ............
ok, goin watch some videos le....

Presentation

2008-04-07T04:29:00.000-07:00

aiya. ytd i 4get to post. so forgetful. nvm. ytd chioging the sciene ppt until so late. slept very late omg. read finished Eldest, so interesting and nice. lol. like it. but it cost me hours of my sleep. i onli slept at 3 am and woke at 5 am. haha.
todae the science ppt our presentation was so funny. knocked my elbow against the chair. omg. now it's still like so pain. arg.........
I can't bend my elbow!!!!

2008-04-05T06:18:00.000-07:00

dunno why leh. yesterday 9 pm already sleep le. then todae 9 am woke up. sleep for 12 hours le now still tired. haha.. cant do homework sia. so here I am. playing and downloading songs. hiazzzzzzzz............
the science ppt and video are making me faint....................

Friday

2008-04-04T04:58:00.000-07:00

why mus stay back for dnt? i also present le ma. waste my time!!!!!! envious of the band people. can go early. haha.
wah todae tired sia. wan to sleep le. lol.
there is also nothing much to say la.

physical

2008-04-03T07:16:00.000-07:00

wah! today endurance test. thx to everyone's encouragement, i achieved more than one hour. thx!!!! wah also cried sia. my leg very tired. now is okay la. but tmr i think i would be limpin le. lol.
todae cross country training at yck stadium. so happy can train with the track members. yea! so fun. ran in the rain for a while. haha. den we ran on top of the spectators stand. 10x4 sets. okay la. not very tired. haha
ai ya tmr science test haven study. scared sia. if very difficult how??? omg..........

badminton rankin

2008-04-01T06:51:00.000-07:00

omg i lost all the matches except for one. haha. dunno wad's gotten over me but i jus cant move. aiya. 4get it. haha. nvm. tmr beep test le. i scared later my thraot would be stuck again. arg......hate that. lol.

relay

2008-03-31T08:07:00.000-07:00

The relay was great! I like running long distance!! okay, 400m is not very long but.....i still like it!! the seniors say i run fast, i dunno leh. shd hav asked someone to help me time. arg.........nvm at least not last. haha.

haha

2008-03-26T07:24:00.000-07:00

omg. tests are comin again and i am nt yet prepared. arg......... pls help me to focus! i cant!!!!!!!!!!!!!
... okay, i finally watched finish 斗牛，要不要 and 公主小妹. Ya!!!happy. now goin watch My Girl , cos missed lots of episode. (:
Seem tt i am hopeless le, lol.

Jiayous for the 4x400 relay on sat!!!!!!!!

Moved!

2008-03-23T06:43:00.000-07:00

Omg!! It has been days since i last posted. I am busy packing and unpacking my stuffs that I cannot login. ARG........ But... I like my new house!!! Though it is a bit far, it is very quiet, and definitely larger than my previous house.
Now I am busy doin my homework. Omg,,,,, I may need to stay up again. I haven do my mind map!!!!!!!!!!!

June Retreat

2008-03-17T04:42:00.000-07:00

my mumdun allow me to go to the june retreat!!! wad the!!! She said that I am too young and it is too dangerous cos need to stay overnight. then my sis say she never go chalet before so i cant go. how can they be so unfair?!!! i hate it!!!!!!

holiday homework

2008-03-13T05:32:00.000-07:00

wah i haven even started on my holiday homework! I am practically goin out everyday, cos i need to see the furniture ..... arg now i hav to chiog again
help la. i am drowniing in a pool of homework!

CA1 results!!!

2008-03-05T06:04:00.000-08:00

omg. goin to get my results tmr. feel so despondent. i dun think i hav the chance of being top 5. u may think i am being pessimistic, but it's true. my marks dropped!!!

envious of the band members. they can go new york!!!!!!!in fact they already went yesterday.
'sighs'..........

Trainings

2008-02-24T05:49:00.000-08:00

can I don go the badminton training on thurs?Training four days a week, I really cannot cope leh. this wk and nxt wk got so many tests, ahhh.... stressed!!

dnt

2008-02-15T05:24:00.000-08:00

finally! all i can say is dnt rocks!!! esp wif mr tan. he even help me draw! but still dun like the theory. haha. but nvm, its over. okay, so i have lesser hw to do. yes!! hooray!

2008-02-04T07:55:00.000-08:00

0k, finally do finished dnt!! left science, and art and commonwealth. omg. jiayous.
ps. i noe this post is very short but now is already 12 plus and i need some sleep.

Last day of the week

2008-02-01T05:43:00.000-08:00

wow. I am looking forward to this day, cos I thot I have one wk to do my dnt. How wrong was I! I only have four days to do it! plus there are still so many hw AGAIN!omg, i could faint right now. I am not goin to like the chinese new year this year. Arg...

South zone tournament

2008-01-31T05:48:00.000-08:00

well, we lost to holy innocents high. shocking isnt it? but it wasnt anyones fault. we were demoralised by the previous losses(most probably) thus could not do our best.
hurray! finished the hw liao!
PS: steph say she might come to see me during the matches. so happy! miss every one from 6/7

Tired

2008-01-30T05:30:00.000-08:00

I am very tired liaos. Everyday with out fail I sleep at 12midnight or even later, as late as 0200! Then morning still need to wake up at 0500. All the hw is never ending, especially art and dnt! I hate to do research on the internet. So waste of time. Why must there be a need for all these assignments? Make us so tired and stress. We need to rest too! We are not robots! Sians........

2008-01-29T06:10:00.000-08:00

Todae tournament wif SCGS. It was ok, but I had to do line judging for so many matches! Only can watch our team play for only once or twice. Is that fair? then the second doubles got three sets; I sat there for so long and was hoping to rest and stroke but I was called to do line judging again. Its not that I am complaining about line judging as I can learn from the others, but continuously for a few matches, NO WAY! hey, I also wan to watch our team ok?! Why cant i jus stop line judgin for the last match? if there is no court to play, I also can stretch myself leh! Its a torture to do line judging. once u tried it u would never ever wan to do it again.
At last I hav completed most of my homework except for:
1. Art assignments
2. D&T assignments
I dun like to do both of them as I cant find anythin and hav no inspiration. wah...

homework

2008-01-27T04:39:00.000-08:00

finally! my hw list is decreasing!! Only left 5 hw which is:
1. Art assignments
2. Dnt assignments
3. History worksheet
4. Commonwealth Writing
5. ICT Video

So happy, most probably will complete ICT and ART todae. then the commonwealth tmr, dnt maybe tmr, or the day aft. The history, jus copy lor. lols. so can relax ler!
not actually, still need revise maths and geog! I cant seem to understand wad the teachers are saying!! OMG.

2008-01-25T05:46:00.000-08:00

I did not do finish my hw for the week and I have eight hw to complete during the weekends. wah...The art teacher wasted so much time on the preasentation and there was not much hands on. then her 要求 also veri high. I prefer mr poon why he mus go and let this ***** teacher come and teaach us?

I also want Mr Sim to come back then I no need to waste so much time reading the textbk, which in the end, I oso dont understand.

oh before I forget, Jiayous C girls on the upcoming tournament with SCGS on tues.

2008-01-22T04:33:00.000-08:00

I did not went for training todae, reason because I am very frustrated over the pile of hw in my cabinet, and I am planning to finish them todae, if can. I haven even finish typing the stories! arg... tt's all if not I have no time.

tired

2008-01-21T07:10:00.000-08:00

I am tired of living le. being buried under lots of hw is too much for me. I cannot cope already. I cannot finish everything on time. Especially with the south zone competition coming, training is more frequent. I am beginning to hate studies. But this shd not happen to me.I already did not get into my ideal sec school. I don want to get into another sch which is not wad I want. I regretted it when I was not serious during PSLE. I thought I could do well and in the end...
I am tired of doin all the hw, listen to boring lessons.

bAdMiNtOn tRaInInG cum sEc oNe orientation cAmp

2008-01-17T06:03:00.000-08:00

today was the happiest day in this year! everybody was so high during the campfire.after getting permission from mr quek, me and yoke fong went downstairs to find caroline and also 1/3. saw nicholas too. their class was so hyper and every time the band perform, we would stand up and jump and scream. it was so fun! but, it rain...again! last year also rained in the middle of the campfire. so we had to rush up to pack our things and leave. too bad i didn't see 1/3's performance.boohoo.it has been a memorable day for me though.
tmr is e-learning so maybe i can post again.yay!
P.S.there is also free dinner, but it is the leftovers.haha

Learning Journey

2008-01-15T06:17:00.000-08:00

tmr our class is goin to Kampung Glam and little India.There is nothing wrong actually but i went there a lot of times le! so sian...

I still have a lot of homework piled up! Arg...

2008-01-12T06:29:00.000-08:00

I think that my brain is goin to burst! so many hw to do. Still hav to do compositions for the portfolio(CAP). I cant focus on my work anymore! I dun think i can be the top three this year.